Bram Stoker: Dracula (2026-9)

Feb. 5th, 2026 08:19 pm
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Yes, I have read this before. In 1974, so over fifty years ago. I was sixteen and not really ready for what it was (and now you know just how decrepit I am.) I found it ... kind of boring.

Today I see it for the masterpiece it is. The epistolary format works, in a kind of herky-jerky way, letting the story unfold across different locations, not in a strictly chronological order, but -- because the letters and journal entries and telegrams and newspaper clippings and whatnot are all dated -- the reader can easily piece together the sequence of events, that this is happening while that bit we read about a while back was going on.

Much of the story -- and this is something that totally escaped my teenaged self -- is implied rather than told. To give a simple example: it is never explicitly stated why Renfield begs Dr. Seward, one evening, to send him away, whether a free man or under strait-jacket and chains: and I am pretty darn sure that my younger self didn't pick up on it. But that is the inciting incident for the entire final movement of the book; if Seward had been sent away, Dracula would never have been able to -- well, never mind; I'm not here to commit spoilers for something that you won't know from the movies. Any of the movies, as far as I can tell.

Probably the weakest point of the novel is style. Not that it's bad (though it has its penny-dreadful moments), but that one character's journalistic "voice" is pretty much indistinguishable from another's, apart from some rather gooey flourishes of "femininity" in those of Mina and Lucy. Also, Stoker's attempts at dialect are pretty lame.

But let that pass. The plotting is excellent. The story builds slowly, with mere hints of horror building to one revelation, then another, until, about two-thirds of the way through the book, a hypothetical reader who didn't know what Dracula was would finally find out.

And not just excellent but tightly constructed. Nothing is dropped; every thread, however minor, is carried to its finish.

Dracula himself is truly terrible: a tactician supreme, always a step ahead of the heroes. He is only defeated, really, because someone he has every reason to believesdead managed, against all odds, to survive the trap in which Dracula places him, and so to provide the rest of the band of vampire-hunters with critical information about Dracula's movements.

If you have never read Dracula, you probably have some impression that it is a book of violence and gross horror. It is not. It shocked the Victorian public, not with its violence -- of which there is really very little; a huge proportion of the book consists of characters talking to or about each other -- but with its sublimated sexuality, a sexuality so sublimated that a modern reader, bombarded (like my sixteen-year-old self) with overt sexual advertising, art, and "art," will probably not even notice it, but which, to the Victorians, was blatantly and perversely obvious.

Nine out of ten forehead scars.

Jim Butcher: Twelve Months (2026-8)

Feb. 5th, 2026 08:15 pm
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In this eighteenth volume of the Dresden Files, Harry Dresden finds himself dealing with the physical, political, and emotional fallout from the last couple of books. It's less outwardly action-oriented and more inwardly character-oriented than anything that's gone before.

In the castle that stands where his apartment used to be, Harry is not so much living as existing. He is going through the motions of being a Good Guy: he's taken in a number of the folks left homeless by the destruction caused by the Battle of Chicago; he's doing what he can to stop the ghouls and other nasties who've moved in from preying on the helpless; and he's trying to keep certain members of the magical community from turning to black magic.

But mostly, he's moping. He's been hit with a lot of bad. The woman he loved was killed in the Battle, along with some of his closest friends; he's been cast out of the White Council under suspicion of being a warlock (penalty for which would be beheading, no appeal); his boss, Queen Mab, has ordered him to marry the de facto leader of the White Court of vampires, Lara Raith; his half-brother, Thomas Raith (who is also Lara's half-sister) is dying and he can't seem to do anything about it; and even if he can save Thomas from the Hunger that wants to devour him, the King of the Svartalves wants his (Thomas's) life as an honor-price for one of his (the King's) court Thomas accidentally killed, or there will be war.

Harry's in a lot of deep hurt and not a little trouble. And his friends are worried about him; and the White Council is constantly watching him; and there are constant demands on his time.

Seven out of ten blasting rods.
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Okay, it's a noir-ish murder mystery, only, well.

The first weird thing is that "One the Gun" is the name of the detective. No, really. His secretary is named Two the True Blue; her beau (yes, she calls him that) is Three the Goatee, and so on. The club owner whose killer he's after is Five the No Longer Alive. The main suspects are Five's widow, Six the Kicks; the bartender, Eight the First Mate (it's a nautical-themed bar); the doorman at the club, Four the Door; and the priest, Seven the Heaven.

The second weird thing is that One is also searching for his own killer. See, the book begins with him being killed. The next thing he knows, he's in his office, discussing the plans for the day with Two, with a terrible sense of deja vu, which persists as the day goes on. He interviews suspects, uncovers very little that might properly be called a clue, and, at the end of the day, dies.

Only to find himself in his office, talking to Two about his plans for the day. And that's the third weird thing: it's a kind of Groundhog Day setup, where he lives the same day over and over. He's free to act otherwise, though there's a kind of inertia that drags him back to the script (as it were) for the original day.

Because he remembers the previous version of the day, he can gather further clues and evidence based on what he already knows, confront suspects with things they don't know he knows (because they, or someone else, has told him in previous iterations), commit crimes that will have no consequences in the next iteration...

And there's one more twist: eventually he learns that one other person is having the same recurring day, and can gather knowledge and learn more and more. I won't spoil who it is, except to say, no, it isn't the killer of either One or Five.

There's a humor to this that extends beyond the mandatory noir wisecracking. I can't put my finger on and explain quite what it is, but it had me laughing out loud at several points.

Seven out of ten beads fallen off officer's uniforms.

January 2026 Newsletter, Volume 207

Feb. 5th, 2026 06:27 pm
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I. AO3 STATISTICS ROUND-UP

2025 was a busy year for AO3! The site continued to see rising traffic, with Communications publishing an update on AO3 statistics from 2020-2025. In December, Support received 3,589 tickets, totalling to over 40,000 tickets received in 2025, an all-time high. Meanwhile, Policy & Abuse (PAC) received 6,357 tickets in December, totalling approximately 47,500 tickets in 2025. Check out PAC’s pie chart for more details.

Pie chart of the approximately 47,500 Policy & Abuse tickets submitted in 2025, divided by type of complaint. Non-fanworks: 36%; Spam comments: 26%; Rejected complaints about offensive content: 13%; Commercial promotion: 7%; Plagiarism and copyright infringement: 6%; Harassment: 5%; Insufficient ratings or warnings: 2%; Incorrect fandom tags: 2%; Policy questions and misc/other: 4%.
Pie chart of the approximately 47,500 Policy & Abuse tickets submitted in 2025, divided by type of complaint. These categories reflect the subject of the complaint, and (with the exception of Offensive Content), do not indicate whether the report was upheld or rejected.

In the first half of January, User Response Translation translated or betaed 32 ticket requests from Support and PAC.

Open Doors finished importing three archives in December: Absolution – The Inugrrrl Memorial Archive about the manga InuYasha, InDeath.net Fan Fiction about the In Death book series by J.D. Robb, and The Pinky and the Brain Page about the cartoon Pinky and the Brain. In total, Open Doors completed the imports of nine archives in 2025! They also announced the import of the Randall Morgan Memorial Archive, a Queer as Folk (US) fanfiction archive by the creator Randall Morgan.

In December, Tag Wrangling wrangled approximately 598,000 tags, or around 1,300 tags per volunteer. In total, they wrangled approximately 4,944,000 tags in 2025. They also continued work on handling “No Fandom” additional tags, publishing December and January news posts detailing recent changes. In total, Tag Wrangling published nine “No Fandom”-related news posts in 2025 covering around 399 new canonical “No Fandom” additional tags.

II. ELSEWHERE AT AO3

Accessibility, Design & Technology coordinated improvements to bookmark searches in the latter half of January, including the ability to filter bookmarks by word count. They also continue their work on performance improvements, bug fixes, and working with PAC and AO3’s spam detection service to address spam comments. In conjunction with Communications, they posted a December 2025 update on how to recognize and report AO3 spambots.

In January, Tag Wrangling updated their Fandom Tag Metatag guidelines, including clarifying when a fandom metatag should be made and when to merge closely related fandoms into one fandom tag. Check out the news post detailing the new policy.

As part of International Volunteers Day (IVD) 2025, Communications collected and batched answers to the IVD Q&A by committee, resulting in five committee-specific news posts highlighting Communications, Support, Tag Wrangling, Translation, and Volunteers & Recruiting. Answers across committees, along with additional responses not featured in the news posts, have been compiled in a separate AO3 work.

III. ELSEWHERE AT THE OTW

Fanlore ran an editing chat to close out 2025, and it was a lot of fun! They also began preparing for their annual IFD Fanlore Challenge and Femslash February event! Keep an eye on their Bluesky, Twitter/X, and Tumblr for announcements.

Legal answered many internal and external questions this month.

TWC is readying the publication of the two 2026 special issues: “Disability and Fandom” and “Gaming Fandom”. They also continue work on the two 2027 special issues: “Music Fandom” and “Latin American Fandoms”, and there continues to be a rolling deadline for submitting to TWC’s next general issue.

In January, Communications’ Fanhackers wrote about the Transformative Approaches to Fan Identity, and they began a multi-post survey of acafannish research and publishing resources.

IV. GOVERNANCE

In December, Board announced the resignations of two directors: Kathryn Solderholm and Erica Frank. We would like to thank Erica and Kathryn for their service as members of the Board, and wish them all the best in their future endeavours with the OTW.

In January, Board finalized and approved the OTW Procurement & Purchasing Policy. They and the Board Assistants Team (BAT) organised the first quarter of 2026 public Board meeting on January 18 which had 54 attendees. Minutes of this meeting will be available soon on the OTW website. Elsewhere, Board and BAT continued work on document review and archiving board statements, Code of Conduct tasks in conjunction with Organizational Culture Roadmap, and ongoing projects for mental health resources for volunteers, scheduling tools, public meeting best practices and volunteer retention in BAT. BAT also updated their OTW website committee page.

Organizational Culture Roadmap finalized a confidentiality policy in preparation for upcoming external recruitment.

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In December, Volunteers & Recruiting thanked all OTW volunteers on International Volunteer Day with their organization-wide email and graphics campaign. In January, they ran recruitment for Open Doors.

From November 22 to January 23, Volunteers & Recruiting received 355 new requests, and completed 378, leaving them with 52 open requests (including induction and removal tasks listed below). As of January 23, 2025, the OTW has 1,013 volunteers. \o/ Recent personnel movements are listed below.

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Saturday's Hero (1951) was already failing to survive contact with the Production Code when the Red Scare stepped in. To give the censors their back-handed due, the results can be mistaken for an ambitiously scabrous exposé of the commercialization of college football whose diffusion into platitudes beyond its immediate social message may be understood as the inevitable Hollywood guardrail against taking its cynicism too thoughtfully to heart. It just happens that any comparison with its source material reveals its intermittently focused anger as a more than routine casualty of that white picket filter: it is an object lesson in the futility of trying to compromise with a moral panic.

Optioned by Columbia before it was even published, Millard Lampell's The Hero (1949) was a mythbuster of a debut novel from an author whose anti-capitalist, anti-fascist, pro-union bona fides went back to his undergraduate days and whose activism had already been artistically front and center in his protest songs for the Almanac Singers and his ballad opera with Earl Robinson. The material was personal, recognizably developed from the combined radicalization of his high school stardom in the silk city of Paterson and his short-lived varsity career at West Virginia University. Structurally, it's as neat and sharp as one of his anti-war lyrics or labor anthems, sighting on the eternally shifting goalposts of the American dream through the sacred pigskin of its gridiron game. Like a campus novel pulled inside out, it does not chronicle the acclaim and acceptance found by a sensitive, impressionable recruit once he's played the game like a Jackson man for his alma mater's honor and the pure love of football, it leaves him out in the cold with a shattered shoulder and ideals, assimilating the hard, crude fact that all the brotherly valorization of this most patriotic, democratic sport was a gimmick to get him to beat his brains out for the prestige and profit of silver-spooned WASPs who would always look down on him as "a Polack from a mill town" even as he advertised the product of their school in the hallowed jersey of their last doomed youth of an All-American. Beneath its heady veneer of laurels and fustian, football itself comes across as a grisly, consuming ritual—Lampell may not have known about CTE, but the novel's most significant games are marked by dirty plays and their gladiatorial weight in stretchers. It goes without saying that team spirit outweighs such selfish considerations as permanent disability. The more jaded or desperate players just try to get out with their payoffs intact. "I was only doing a job out there. I got a wife and kid, I was in the Marines three years. I needed the dough, the one-fifty they offered for getting you out of there." None of these costs and abuses had escaped earlier critiques of amateur athletics, but Lampell explicitly politicized them, anchoring his thesis to the title that can be read satirically, seriously, sadder and more wisely, the secret lesson that marginalized rubes like Steve Novak are never supposed to learn:

"Of all the nations on earth, it seems to me that America is peculiarly a country fed on myths. Work and Win. You Too Can Be President. Bootblack to Banker. The Spirit of the Old School. We've developed a whole culture designed to send young men chasing after a thousand glistening and empty goals. You too, Novak. You believe the legend . . . You've distilled him out of a thousand movies and magazine stories, second-rate novels and photographs in the advertisements. The Hero. The tall, lean, manly, modest, clean-cut, middle-class, Anglo-Saxon All-American Boy, athletic and confident in his perfectly cut tweeds, with his passport from Yale or Princeton or Jackson . . . To be accepted and secure; to be free of the humiliations of adolescence, the embarrassment of being Polish or poor, or Italian, or Jewish, or the son of a weary, bewildered father, a mother who is nervous and shouts, a grandfather who came over from the old country . . . You have to learn to recognize the myth, Novak. You have to learn what is the illusion, and what is the reality. That is when you will cease being hurt, baffled, disillusioned by a place like this. You won't learn it from me. You won't learn it from a lecture, or a conversation over teacups. But you'll have to learn."

Almost none of this mercilessly articulated disenchantment can be found in the finished film. Co-adapted by Lampell with writer-producer Sidney Buchman and chronically criticized by the PCA, Saturday's Hero sticks with melodramatic fidelity to the letter of the novel's action while its spirit is diverted from a devastating indictment of the American bill of goods to the smaller venalities of corruption in sports, the predatory scouts, the parasitic agents, the indifferent greed of presciently corporatized institutions and the self-serving back-slapping of alumni who parade their sacrificially anointed mascots to further their own political goals. It's acrid as far as it goes, but it loses so much of the novel's prickle as well as its bite. Onscreen, old-moneyed, ivy-bricked, athletically unscrupulous Jackson is a Southern university, mostly, it seems, to heighten the culture shock with the Northeastern conurbation that spawned Steve's White Falls. In the novel, its geography is razor-relevant—it decides his choice of college. Academically and financially, he has better offers for his grades and his talent, but its Virginian mystique, aristocratically redolent of Thomas Jefferson and Jeb Stuart, feels so much more authentically American than the immigrant industry of his hardscrabble New Jersey that he clutches for it like a fool's gold ring. The 2026 reader may feel their hackles raise even more than the reader of 1949. The viewer of 1951 would have had to read in the interrogation of what makes a real American for themselves. The question was a sealed record in the McCarthy era; it was un-American even to ask. It was downright Communist to wonder whether what made a real hero was a gentleman's handshake or the guts to hold on like Steve's Poppa with his accent as thick as chleb żytni, who went to jail with a broken head in the 1913 silk strike and never crossed a picket line in his life. For Lampell, the exploitativeness of football could not be separated from the equally stacked decks of race and economics that drove students to seek out their own commodification. "It is a profound social comment that there are so many Polish, Italian, Jewish and Negro athletes. Because athletics offers one of the few ways out of the tenements and the company houses." The Production Code was a past master of compartmentalization, married couples placed decorously in separate beds. The football scenes in Saturday's Hero are shot with bone-crunching adrenaline by God-tier DP Lee Garmes as if he'd tacked an Arriflex to the running back and and if the picture had been ideologically that head-on, it might have lived up to the accusations of subversive propaganda which the presence of class consciousness seemed to panic out of the censors. It feels instead so circumscribed in its outrage that it is faintly amazing that it manages the novel's anti-establishment, not anti-intellectual ending in which Steve, proto-New Wave, walks away from the gilded snare of Jackson determined to complete his education on his own terms even if it means putting himself through night school in White Falls or New York. As his Pacific veteran of a brother gently recognizes, in a way that has nothing to do with diplomas, "My little brother is an educated man." It's a hard-won, self-made optimism, surely as all-American as any forward pass. With the vitriolic encouragement of such right-wing organizations and publications as The American Legion Magazine (1919–), its even more expressly anti-Communist spinoff The Firing Line (1952–55), and the anti-union astroturf of the Wage Earners Committee, the movie after all its memos, rewrites, and cuts was picketed and charges of card-carrying Communism levied against writer Lampell, producer Buchman, and supporting player Alexander Knox.

Why pick on him? The blacklist had already won that round. For his prolifically left-wing contributions to the Committee for the First Amendment, Progressive Citizens of America, the Actors' Lab, the Screen Actors Guild, and the American Russian Institute, Knox had been named in Myron C. Fagan's Documentations of the Reds and Fellow-Travelers in Hollywood and TV (1950). By the end of that year, he had taken his Canadian passport and his family to the UK and returned to the U.S. only for the production dates required to burn off the remainder of his contract with Columbia. Since witch-hunts have by definition little to do with facts and everything to do with fear, the picketers didn't have to care so long as they could seize on his Red-bait reputation—The Firing Line would cherish a hate-on for him as late as 1954—but it remains absurdly true that at the time when Saturday's Hero premiered, he was living in London. His name had been insinuated before HUAC as far back as the original hearings in 1947. Harry Cohn might as well have rolled his own with those memos and let Knox give that broadside denunciation of the great American myth.

Fortunately, even a truncated version of Professor Megroth of the English Department of Jackson University is an ornament to his picture, no matter how irritably he would wave it off. Plotwise, the character is strictly from cliché, the only adult on campus to bother with an athlete's mind instead of his rushing average and return yards, but Knox makes him believable and even difficult, the kind of burnt-out instructor who makes sour little asides about the tedium of his own courses and plays his disdain for sportsball to the cheap seats of his tonier students as a prelude to putting the blue-collar naïf he resents having been assigned to advise on the spot. Can I find a hint that Knox ever played Andrew Crocker-Harris in his post-war stage career? Can I hell and I'd like to see the manager about it. Like the subtly stratified fraternity houses and dorms, he looks like just another manifestation of the university's double standards until Steve goes for the Romantic broke of quoting all forty-two Spenserian stanzas of "The Eve of St. Agnes" and the professor is ironically too good a sport not to concede the backfire with unimpeachable pedantry. "You don't understand, Novak. You're supposed to stand there like a dumb ox while I make a fool out of you." His mentorship of Steve is mordant, impatient, a little shy of his own enthusiasm, as if he's been recalled to his responsibilities as a teacher by the novelty of a pupil who goes straight off the syllabus of English 1 into Whitman and Balzac and Dostoyevsky as fast as Megroth can pull their titles off the shelves, making time outside his office hours—in a rare note of realism for Hollywood academia, he can be seen grading papers through lunch—in an unemphasized alternative to the relentless demands of the team and especially its publicity machine that eat ever further into its star player's studies and, more fragilely, his sense of self. "You know, if you continue in this rather curious manner, I may be forced to give you quite a decent mark. Be a terrible blow to me, wouldn't it?" That it doesn't work is no criticism of Megroth, who is obviously a more than competent advisor once he gets his head out of his own classism. As he would not be permitted to point out on film, it is hideously difficult to deprogram a national freight of false idols, especially after eighteen years of absorbing them as unconsciously as the chemical waste of the dye shops or the ash and asbestos fallout of the silk mills. He can talk about truth, he can talk about self-knowledge; he can watch horrified and impotent from the stands of a brutal debacle as it breaks his student across its bottom line. He would have played beautifully the quiet, clear-eyed conversation that the PCA rejected as "anti-American." Barely a line remains, cut to shreds, perhaps reshot: "The dream, the dream to be accepted and secure . . . Once you know it's a dream, it can't hurt." Professor Megroth says it like the only thing he has left to teach a bitterly disillusioned Steve, whom even a joke about industrial insurance can't persuade to stay a second longer at Jackson than it takes him to pack. Alex Knox would revisit the U.S. only once more in 1980, thirty years after it had chased him out. When he began to be offered parts in American pictures again, he would take them only if they were internationally shot.

"One way that fascism comes," Millard Lampell wrote as a senior at WVU in 1940, "is by an almost imperceptible system of limitations on public liberty, an accumulation of suppressions. The attack on civil liberties is one invasion the United States army can't stop. The only safeguard of democracy at the polls is the determination of the people to make it work." Boy, would he have had a lousy 2024. He didn't have such a good 1950, when he was named in the notorious Red Channels: The Report of Communist Influence in Radio and Television and in short order vanished from American screens until the 1960's. Sidney Buchman followed much the same trajectory, starting with his refusal to name names before HUAC the same month that Saturday's Hero opened. Since he was encouraged to write one of those confessional letters clearing himself of all Communist sympathies, I am pleased to report that Alexander Knox completely blew it by digressing to castigate the House Un-American Activities Committee for exactly the kind of lawless groupthink it claimed to have formed to root out, which he was unsurprisingly right damaged far more of America's image on the world stage than a couple of socially progressive pictures. Is there an echo in here? The blacklist passed over the majority of the remaining cast and crew—veteran direction by David Miller, a journeyman score by Elmer Bernstein, and effective to exact performances from John Derek, Donna Reed, Sidney Blackmer, Sandro Giglio, Aldo Ray, and no relation Mickey Knox—but even the topical boost of a series of college athletics scandals couldn't save the film at the box office. It was Red and dead.

"Athletics! No interest whatsoever in football, basketball, tennis, beanbag, darts, or spin-the-bottle." I have about as much feeling for most sports as Professor Megroth, but I learned the rules of American football because my grandfather always watched it, always rooting for the Sooners long after he had retired from the faculty of the University of Oklahoma. I would have loved to ask him about this movie, the sport, the politics; I would have loved to catch it on TCM, for that matter, but instead I had to make do with very blurrily TCM-ripped YouTube. The novel itself took an interlibrary loan to get hold of, never having been reprinted since its abridged and pulp-styled paperback from the Popular Library in 1950. It's such a snapshot, except the more I discovered about it, the more I wondered where the rest of the twentieth century and most of the twenty-first had gone. "I console myself," the novel's professor says, unconsoled, as he shakes hands for the last time with Steve, "with the thought that even if I had said all this, you would not have believed me. You would have had to find out." And then, just once, could we remember? This education brought to you by my curious backers at Patreon.

Check-In Post - Feb 5th 2026

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President Donald Trump told NBC News in an interview released Wednesday that despite the failures of his administration—killing civilians, rising costs—he doesn’t know why his approval ratings continue to fall.

Trump gave an interview to NBC’s Tom Llamas as part of the upcoming Super Bowl broadcast. Llamas asked Trump to explain why most Americans don’t support how he has handled immigration, which used to be one of his strongest issues.

“I don’t believe the polls,” Trump initially said, and argued that “I should be at 100%” in polls since “everybody” understands the border is closed, though it wasn’t open under former President Joe Biden, despite years of right-wing disinformation to the contrary.

Trump then claimed, “I could show you polls where I’m polling at 69% popularity.” Trump’s highest average approval rating in his second term is 52% and that was on Inauguration Day. His approval has steadily declined since then and is currently at 41%.

Trump then asserted “I’m starting to get great polls on the economy,” which is a lie. Llamas pointed out that Trump’s numbers are bad on the economy and when asked why that is the case, Trump responded, “I don’t know, I don’t know.”


Related Key promise of Trump's tariffs goes up in smoke


Trump’s ratings on handling the economy are low because his decision to institute tariffs on goods has increased costs for millions of Americans. Trump claimed during the campaign that increasing tariffs would push other countries to give in to his demands but in reality, prices have gone up and our closest trading partners (like Canada) are turning to other nations, especially China.

Trump is also losing serious ground on immigration because the execution of his mass deportation plan has been a disaster. Federal agents from ICE and the Border Patrol are harassing and even killing innocent American citizens, and when they’re not doing that, they’re kidnapping children. Those aren’t activities that the average person is going to approve of.

Most Americans also like freedom of speech, particularly since it is a constitutionally protected right. But the Trump administration is using the power of the federal government to attack speech it disagrees with. That has taken the form of the FCC going after late-night comedians and the Department of Justice arresting journalists.

There are early signs that voters are prepared to punish Republicans for the last year of failure on multiple fronts in this year’s midterm elections. Trump’s comments show that as leader of the party, instead of understanding what is wrong, he continues to hold on to a fantasy world where everyone approves of his actions.

When Trump says “I don’t know” why Americans don’t like him, he’s one of the few people in the country who doesn’t get it.

January 2026 Newsletter, Volume 207

Feb. 5th, 2026 06:30 pm
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I. AO3 STATISTICS ROUND-UP

2025 was a busy year for AO3! The site continued to see rising traffic, with Communications publishing an update on AO3 statistics from 2020-2025. In December, Support received 3,589 tickets, totalling to over 40,000 tickets received in 2025, an all-time high. Meanwhile, Policy & Abuse (PAC) received 6,357 tickets in December, totalling approximately 47,500 tickets in 2025. Check out PAC's pie chart for more details.

Pie chart of the approximately 47,500 Policy & Abuse tickets submitted in 2025, divided by type of complaint. Non-fanworks: 36%; Spam comments: 26%; Rejected complaints about offensive content: 13%; Commercial promotion: 7%; Plagiarism and copyright infringement: 6%; Harassment: 5%; Insufficient ratings or warnings: 2%; Incorrect fandom tags: 2%; Policy questions and misc/other: 4%.
Pie chart of the approximately 47,500 Policy & Abuse tickets submitted in 2025, divided by type of complaint. These categories reflect the subject of the complaint, and (with the exception of Offensive Content), do not indicate whether the report was upheld or rejected.

In the first half of January, User Response Translation translated or betaed 32 ticket requests from Support and PAC.

Open Doors finished importing three archives in December: Absolution - The Inugrrrl Memorial Archive about the manga InuYasha, InDeath.net Fan Fiction about the In Death book series by J.D. Robb, and The Pinky and the Brain Page about the cartoon Pinky and the Brain. In total, Open Doors completed the imports of nine archives in 2025! They also announced the import of the Randall Morgan Memorial Archive, a Queer as Folk (US) fanfiction archive by the creator Randall Morgan.

In December, Tag Wrangling wrangled approximately 598,000 tags, or around 1,300 tags per volunteer. In total, they wrangled approximately 4,944,000 tags in 2025. They also continued work on handling "No Fandom" additional tags, publishing December and January news posts detailing recent changes. In total, Tag Wrangling published nine "No Fandom"-related news posts in 2025 covering around 399 new canonical "No Fandom" additional tags.

II. ELSEWHERE AT AO3

Accessibility, Design & Technology coordinated improvements to bookmark searches in the latter half of January, including the ability to filter bookmarks by word count. They also continue their work on performance improvements, bug fixes, and working with PAC and AO3's spam detection service to address spam comments. In conjunction with Communications, they posted a December 2025 update on how to recognize and report AO3 spambots.

In January, Tag Wrangling updated their Fandom Tag Metatag guidelines, including clarifying when a fandom metatag should be made and when to merge closely related fandoms into one fandom tag. Check out the news post detailing the new policy.

As part of International Volunteers Day (IVD) 2025, Communications collected and batched answers to the IVD Q&A by committee, resulting in five committee-specific news posts highlighting Communications, Support, Tag Wrangling, Translation, and Volunteers & Recruiting. Answers across committees, along with additional responses not featured in the news posts, have been compiled in a separate AO3 work.

III. ELSEWHERE AT THE OTW

Fanlore ran an editing chat to close out 2025, and it was a lot of fun! They also began preparing for their annual IFD Fanlore Challenge and Femslash February event! Keep an eye on their Bluesky, Twitter/X, and Tumblr for announcements.

Legal answered many internal and external questions this month.

TWC is readying the publication of the two 2026 special issues: "Disability and Fandom" and "Gaming Fandom". They also continue work on the two 2027 special issues: "Music Fandom" and "Latin American Fandoms", and there continues to be a rolling deadline for submitting to TWC’s next general issue.

In January, Communications' Fanhackers wrote about the Transformative Approaches to Fan Identity, and they began a multi-post survey of acafannish research and publishing resources.

IV. GOVERNANCE

In December, Board announced the resignations of two directors: Kathryn Solderholm and Erica Frank. We would like to thank Erica and Kathryn for their service as members of the Board, and wish them all the best in their future endeavours with the OTW.

In January, Board finalized and approved the OTW Procurement & Purchasing Policy. They and the Board Assistants Team (BAT) organised the first quarter of 2026 public Board meeting on January 18 which had 54 attendees. Minutes of this meeting will be available soon on the OTW website. Elsewhere, Board and BAT continued work on document review and archiving board statements, Code of Conduct tasks in conjunction with Organizational Culture Roadmap, and ongoing projects for mental health resources for volunteers, scheduling tools, public meeting best practices and volunteer retention in BAT. BAT also updated their OTW website committee page.

Organizational Culture Roadmap finalized a confidentiality policy in preparation for upcoming external recruitment.

V. OUR VOLUNTEERS

In December, Volunteers & Recruiting thanked all OTW volunteers on International Volunteer Day with their organization-wide email and graphics campaign. In January, they ran recruitment for Open Doors.

From November 22 to January 23, Volunteers & Recruiting received 355 new requests, and completed 378, leaving them with 52 open requests (including induction and removal tasks listed below). As of January 23, 2025, the OTW has 1,013 volunteers. \o/ Recent personnel movements are listed below.

New Subcommittee Leads/Workgroup Heads: Eevee (Internal Complaint and Conflict Resolution Lead) and megidola (Organizational Culture Roadmap Workgroup Head)
New AO3 Documentation Volunteers: Lulu S (Chair Trainee)
New Fanlore Volunteers: Elfie, Konsta Morales, Watts, and 1 other Graphic Designer
New Open Doors Volunteers: Addiebees, AviLine, feelyx, LeighR, Marie K, meservey66, MetaKass, miffmiff, Mort, pinkconstellations, SleepyJane, Spit, StormySea, Truendz, Vail, and 11 other Import Assistants
New Policy & Abuse Volunteers: megidola (Supervisor) and 1 Chair Track Volunteer
New Tag Wrangling Volunteers: Chelsea Cheyanne, inspiredstork, Sanity, will, and Yrindor (Supervisors)
New Translation Volunteers: Rhine and 1 other Chair Trainee; Arushi, athursdayschild, Eirinar, Linarii, Mira8, Niki K, Phoebe B­, Pi, Rita P, and 12 other Translators
New TWC Volunteers: Fiona M, Yumi, and 3 other Layout Editors; and 2 Outreach and Communications Editors
New User Response Translation Volunteers: Eki, f0f8ff, HARRitte, Jules R, Laus, PanPan, rosings, zoy zauce, and 3 other Translators

Departing Directors: Erica Frank and Kathryn Soderholm
Departing Committee Chairs: 1 Communications Chair and 1 Elections Chair
Departing BAT Volunteers: 1 Volunteer
Departing Communications Volunteers: KW Ukuku (TikTok Moderator), Lori P (Graphics Volunteer), 1 Fanhacker Volunteer, and 1 Social Media Moderator
Departing Communications News Post Moderation Volunteers: 1 News Post Moderator
Departing Development & Membership Volunteers: 1 Graphic Designer, 2 Membership Data Specialists, and 2 Volunteers
Departing Fanlore Volunteers: 1 Discord Moderator, 1 Outreach Analyst, and 1 Policy & Admin
Departing Open Doors Volunteers: Pelagia and 1 other Administrative Volunteer, Wynne (Import Assistant), and 1 FCPP Intern
Departing Policy & Abuse Volunteers: 1 Volunteer
Departing Strategic Planning Volunteers: 1 Volunteer
Departing Support Volunteers: Nary and 22 other Volunteers
Departing Tag Wrangling Volunteers: Nary and 1 other Supervisor; Asas Carmesins, Bruno, Eevee, lianneder, Lily_Haydee_Lohdisse, McBangle, Sayornis, Tea Huimyni, and 10 other Wranglers
Departing Translation Volunteers: Teelee (Task Assistant); Illiterations and 4 Translators
Departing TWC Volunteers: Melanie Kohnen (Review Editor); Courtney Lazore and 1 other Proofreader; and 1 Symposium Editor
Departing User Response Translation Volunteers: 1 Translator
Departing Volunteers & Recruiting Volunteers: 1 Senior Volunteer and 2 Volunteers

For more information about our committees and their regular activities, you can refer to the committee pages on our website.


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I had a birthday! It was low key (Mum is still not up for even small adventures) but involved a lot of eating. I had lunch with Dad, and then dinner with S before choir although I was still so full I managed half a starter and a bit of her dessert. Then choir, and we had some cookies in the break. Tomorrow I have post-swimming coffee and cake before work and then office snacks (three flavours of interesting cheese crackers! I thought that was more fun than cake).

Nearly everyone gave me vouchers as per my request and I have so many Steam vouchers now. That will be fun for when my wishlist items go on good sales! Also my dad gave me a scented candle but that was more of a "please get rid of this thing I don't want" than a present as such :D It appears to be a branded corporate gift from his old work, but it smells OK and my candle order has been "on its way" from the parcel facility less than twenty miles away for ten days now, so I'll take it.

Choir was also interesting because it was the first rehearsal of the second conductor candidate we're auditioning. So far I like him - probably better than the first one, although he was OK - but we'll see how it goes. I had demanded that S make sure I was sung happy birthday (before we realised it was the new guy's first night!) but she managed to make it happen anyway. Deeply mortifying in the moment, but also I really wanted it to happen! It was the 22nd anniversary of S and I joining the chorus (no prizes for guessing why I can remember exactly what date it was...) and we've been friends ever since.

The Great Wave

Feb. 5th, 2026 07:12 pm
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Author: elennalore
Title: The Great Wave
Characters: Mairon (Sauron)
Text type / Format: fixed-length ficlet
Source / Fandom: Silmarillion
Rating: T
Warnings: Major Character Death
Word Count: 200 words
Summary: Mairon hates all endings.
Author notes: For the February Challenge. Thematic prompt is the Sea, and also this quotation prompt:
Foam is salt, the wind is free;
I hear the rising of the Sea.
(From: Bilbo's Last Song)

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Republican lawmakers have defended President Donald Trump's lawless and deadly immigration crackdown as federal agents violently round up people of color and hold them in squalid and inhumane detention facilities in an effort to meet an arbitrary deportation quota set by Trump aide Stephen Miller, a wannabe Joseph Goebbels.

But as soon as the deportation force comes to their home states, the GOP lawmakers’ tune changes real quick.

For example, get a load of Republican Sen. Roger Wicker of Mississippi, who on Wednesday sent a letter to Homeland Security Secretary Kristy Noem voicing opposition to the Trump administration's plan to convert a giant warehouse in his state into an immigrant detention facility.

"While I support the enforcement of immigration law, I write to express my opposition to this acquisition and the proposed detention center," Wicker wrote.

He added:

This site is currently positioned for economic development purposes. It represents an opportunity for job creation, private investment, and long-term economic growth in Marshall County. The county is already experiencing meaningful growth and increased interest from employers seeking to locate or expand in North Mississippi. Preserving limited, development-ready industrial sites is essential to sustaining this growth. Converting this industrial asset into an [Immigration and Customs Enforcement] detention center forecloses economic growth opportunities and replaces them with a use that does not generate comparable economic returns or community benefits.

What a morally bankrupt position to stake out.

Sen. Susan Collins, R,Maine, questions witness Health and Human Services Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr., during a Senate Committee on Appropriations subcommittee hearing to examine proposed budget estimates for fiscal year 2026 for the Department of Health and Human Services, on Capitol Hill, Tuesday, May 20, 2025, in Washington. (AP Photo/Manuel Balce Ceneta)
Republican Sen. Susan Collins of Maine, shown last May.

First, Wicker is not opposed to converting a warehouse into an inhumane human storage locker. He's instead mad that it will strain local resources and hurt business opportunities in his state. 

Of course, those problems would exist in other states, too, but as long as it's not happening in his own backyard, he's cool with it.

Then take a gander at perpetually "concerned" Sen. Susan Collins, the Maine Republican who apparently worked behind the scenes to get Trump to pull his goons from her state, where they had been carrying out the same violent and unconstitutional immigration crackdown that Minnesota is suffering.

Collins said in a statement on Jan. 29:

I have been urging Secretary Noem and others in the Administration to get ICE to reconsider its approach to immigration enforcement in the state [Maine]. I appreciate the Secretary's willingness to listen to and consider my recommendations and her personal attention to the situation in Maine. ICE and Customs and Border Protection will continue their normal operations that have been ongoing here for many years. I will continue to work with the Secretary on efforts to end illegal immigration, drug smuggling, and other transnational criminal activity.

In fact, Fox News host and Trump sycophant Brian Kilmeade said Tuesday on his radio show that DHS removed agents from Maine to help Collins politically since she faces a difficult reelection and ICE's unpopular raids would hurt her chances.

"Huge arrests over in Maine, although they're winding down a little in Maine to help Sen. Susan Collins, who's gonna be in a tough fight to keep her seat," Kilmeade said. "And why does the president want Susan Collins to win? She's about the only Republican that can win in Maine. They don't wanna flip that seat [to Democrats].”

Collins, however, isn't doing anything to rein in ICE's conduct in other states. 

Instead, she is fighting changes to the DHS funding bill that would put constraints on ICE agent conduct. She even yukked it up with Trump in the Oval Office on Tuesday, leading to an image of her standing by Trump with a red MAGA hat—a photo that will certainly feature prominently in attack ads against her.

Republicans don't give two flying fucks about Trump's anti-immigration cruelty—until it starts to negatively impact them. Then they'll do the bare minimum to stop the conduct in their backyards, while letting it continue elsewhere.

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Mainstream media is experiencing a major die-off at the hands of its own billionaire owners. On Wednesday, the Washington Post—at the command of Jeff Bezos—announced it would be laying off a third of its staff in the name of cost-saving measures. According to Executive Editor Matt Murray, the major layoffs have to do with the fact that the outlet isn’t pulling a profit anymore. 

“These moves include substantial newsroom reductions impacting nearly all news departments,” Murray said in an internal memo obtained by CNN. “This restructure will help to secure our future in service of our journalistic mission and provide us stability moving forward,” he added.

Skydance Media CEO David Ellison attends the premiere of "Fountain of Youth" at the American Museum of Natural History on Monday, May 19, 2025, in New York. (Photo by Evan Agostini/Invision/AP)
CBS News owner and billionaire David Ellison

The Post isn’t the only mainstream outlet facing heat for controversial layoffs. CBS News—owned by billionaire David Ellison—made a similar move earlier this year to the tune of massive layoffs across Paramount and CBS while picking up their own accusations of targeting people of color.

Later, controversial Editor-in-Chief Bari Weiss came for CBS News’ top producers. Ellison, in tandem with Weiss, cut its staff in an effort to realign its editorial team in what the public media has deemed a more Trump-friendly broadcast. They’ve even given employees buyout offers if they don’t like the direction of their network’s editorial mission.

But the men making these cost-cutting measures and editorial realignments have also warmed up to President Donald Trump during his second term. As it seems, these two things are not mutually exclusive. In terms of profits, Bezos and the Ellison family seem to be doing well with the Trump administration. 

Despite being snubbed by Trump in the past, Bezos’ Blue Origin has cozied up with Pete Hegseth and the Department of War, better known as the Department of Defense.

And other media outlets who have shelled out millions of dollars to Trump—like ABC News’ $15 million payout—serve as a healthy reminder of how vindictive the president has become this second term. 

Instead of taking the offensive route, billionaires like Bezos have instead turned to giving millions of dollars to the Trump administration without a lawsuit pending. 

First lady Melania Trump walks from the stage after speaking before the premiere of her movie "Melania" at The John F. Kennedy Memorial Center For The Performing Arts, Thursday, Jan. 29, 2026, in Washington. (AP Photo/Allison Robbert)
First lady Melania Trump walks from the stage after speaking before the premiere of her movie "Melania" at The John F. Kennedy Memorial Center For The Performing Arts, on Jan. 29.

Just over a year ago, Amazon Studios announced they would be footing the $40 million licensing fee for first lady Melania Trump’s self-titled non-documentary documentary. Since then, Amazon has shelled out an additional $35 million for marketing as well. According to the Wall Street Journal, the first lady’s cut is more than $28 million. 

Despite people like Bezos originally buying the Washington Post with the intention of keeping journalism alive and well, the apparent profit mindset behind the billionaire’s motives is also what seems to be killing the editorial vigor in its own award-winning newsroom.

Because in this presidential term, it’s profitable to remove a presidential endorsement of Kamala Harris to keep the president from pulling government contracts. However, it cost the outlet thousands of subscribers. 

It also may be profitable to foot the bill for a film on the first lady, and chip into the president’s ballroom. But it might dwindle the trust of more readership. 

And this, it seems, is exactly when democracy dies in the darkness created by understaffing and underreported news.

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Health stuff

I am much better. The pain has gone down to a 6 and it’s tolerable. My chiropractor does miracles. But I have learned my lesson. Not driving for more than an hour in traffic. It does stupid things to my back. 

Teacher stuff

Last week’s Zoom session went fine. We added a session for next week to focus on the mapping of the processus of Reader’s advisory. I am making them use paper and pencil, even colour pencil. No computer, no application, no AI. Old school. My reading for the next class is done. I have to write the content now. I’m still a week ahead. I’m proud of myself that I did not procrastinate. 

Reading

The Apothecary Diaries v.2  which I’m reading in French. These are the light novels series. It’s completely, totally and desperately addictive. Onward to v. 3, it should be arriving at my library branch today. 

Bassin déversant. Émilie Bélanger. Poetry in prose. I cried. I got teared eyes. I laughed. It is an emotional read about the relationship between a grand daughter and her grand father. Nature, maternity, losing oneself as we grow old and how to say goodbye. I took notes and copied verses. 

Mon très cher F. Le fantôme de l’Opéra v.1 by Mio Nanao. This is an adaptation of Gaston Leroux’s classic The Phanthom of the Opera in manga. It’s an alternative adaptation. The setting is the same, the names are the same but the story is inspired by the original but not tied to it. It’s interesting. 

Watching

I have one new currently airing cdrama. The Inner Eye. It’s a legal drama. I like  Xin Zhi Lei, she always brings something more to dramas.
I am rewatching The Ingenious one while knitting. I need an easy yet interesting cdrama to watch and I want to watch series 2 after. 

Crafting 

I’m knitting a baby blanket as fast as I can. I have a deadline of February 13th. I did xstitich a little but not much. It’s knit, knit, knit. 
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One Killer Night

One Killer Night by Trilina Pucci is $1.99! I just added this to my TBR pile and now it’s on sale! Perfect timing. This was published by Amazon’s romance imprint, so it’s only available digitally through them.

USA Today bestselling author Trilina Pucci cranks up the heat in this sexy slasher filled with dark family secrets, classic horror tropes, and banter as sharp as a deranged killer’s knife.

Love is patient.

Love is kind.

Love will stab you from behind.

It’s Halloween night, and out-of-work writer Goldie Monroe’s trip to the drugstore scares up more than the fake blood she’s looking for. It leads to the man of her naughtiest dreams. And in spite of her costume, sparks fly from the moment they meet.

Noah Adler, aspiring sneaker designer, is impossibly gorgeous—like a tatted-up version of Goldie’s favorite blue-eyed vampire. He’s there for candy, but it’s Goldie he can’t resist. When she invites him to her sister’s F/X company bash, he’s all in without a second thought.

The pair’s flirty connection heats up fast, carrying them to electrifying new heights. But after Goldie discovers Noah is hiding a dark secret, it all starts to crumble. Looking for answers about her own past awakens new dangers, and when Goldie and Noah land at a slasher camp for adults, a deadly tragedy threatens to repeat itself. If they can survive this one killer night, they can definitely slay a happily ever after.

Add to Goodreads To-Read List →

You can find ordering info for this book here.

 

 

 

A Fellowship of Bakers & Magic

A Fellowship of Bakers & Magic by J. Penner is $1.49! This is book one in the Adenashire series, which is described as a cozy fantasy romance. I do wonder if this is a “no plot, just vibes” sort of book. Have you read this one?

A human, a dwarf and an elf walk into a bake-off…

In the heart of Adenashire, where elfish enchantments and dwarven delights rule, Arleta Starstone, a human confectionist works twice as hard perfecting her unique blend of baking and apothecary herbs.

So when an orc neighbor secretly enters her creations into the prestigious Elven Baking Battle, Arleta faces a dilemma.

Being magicless, her participation in the competition could draw more scowls than smiles. And if Arleta wants to prove her talent and establish her culinary reputation, this human will need more than just her pastry craft to sweeten the odds.

While competing, she’ll set off on a journey of mouthwatering pastries, self-discovery, heartwarming friendships and romance, while questioning whether winning the Baking Battle is the true prize.

Escape to for a delightful cozy fantasy where every twist is a treat and every turn a step closer to home.

Add to Goodreads To-Read List →

You can find ordering info for this book here.

 

 

 

Grace & Henry’s Holiday Movie Marathon

Grace & Henry’s Holiday Movie Marathon by Matthew Norman is $1.99! This is a holiday romance between main characters who have lost their spouses. I’ve heard really good things about this one!

A sentimental advertising creative and a blunt, no-nonsense bar owner find a second chance at love while binge-watching iconic holiday movies in this poignant and heartwarming romance, from the author of Charm City Rocks and All Together Now.

“Norman weaves nostalgic references to modern holiday classics . . . throughout this comforting romance.”—The Washington Post (Noteworthy Books of the Month)

The new year had barely begun when Grace White and Henry Adler both lost their spouses. Now, nearly a year later, the first holiday season since their “Great and Terrible Sadnesses” approaches. Although their mothers scheme to matchmake the two surviving spouses, it’s clear that neither is ready to date again. Yet no one understands what they are going through better than each other, and a delicate friendship is born.

When Henry sees an ad for a Christmas movie marathon—once an annual tradition for him and his wife—Grace offers to watch some films with him, despite her aversion to a few of his picks. Her two young kids, Ian and Bella, also join in whenever possible—bedtimes permitting, of course.

With each movie, Grace and Henry’s shared grief eases as they start to see a life beyond the sadness. But as they draw closer, other romantic possibilities leave them uncertain about their future together. Is their bond merely the result of loneliness and shared circumstances, or have they found something that’s worth taking a shot at . . . again?

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There’s Something About Mira

There’s Something About Mira by Sonali Dev is $1.99 on Amazon! I believe this is Dev’s latest release and features main characters who are trying to track down the owner of a ring.

From USA Today bestselling author Sonali Dev comes the heartfelt story of a woman determined to reunite a lost ring with its owner, who ends up finding herself along the way.

Mira Salvi has the perfect life—a job she loves, a fiancé everyone adores, and the secure future she’s always imagined for herself. Really, she hasn’t a thing to complain about, not even when she has to go on her engagement trip to New York alone.

While playing tourist in the city, Mira chances upon a lost ring, and her social media post to locate its owner goes viral. With everyone trying to claim the ring, only one person seems to want to find its owner as badly as Mira journalist Krish Hale. Brooding and arrogant, he will do anything to get to write this story.

As Krish and Mira reluctantly join forces and jump into the adventure of tracing the ring back to where it belongs, Mira begins to wonder if she is in the right place in her own life. She had to have found this ring for a reason…right? Maybe, like the owner of the lost ring, her happy ending hasn’t been written yet either.

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CareADHD Referral

Feb. 5th, 2026 04:04 pm
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(backstory: I asked the GP about an ADHD diagnosis in Spring 2023, got given some forms to fill in, sat on them for about a year, filled them in in March 2024, returned them in April, got rejected by the Adult ADHD service for not talking about my childhood symptoms enough; got given a different survey to fill out, returned that in April 2025, got accepted by the Adult ADHD service in September 2025 and put on a 7+ year waiting list)

Last October, [personal profile] cosmolinguist looked into getting a private ADHD diagnosis and compiled some notes for me. In January I managed to force myself to look through them and do some other research. I asked my GP to refer me to CareADHD for an assessment under NHS Right to Choose. The assessment will cost me about £400, which is a lot cheaper than some of the other providers. About a week ago I heard back from the GP saying that they'd done that. I haven't yet heard from CareADHD and obviously now it's not my turn to do something I'm really impatient about it! But I'll give it a little while longer before getting in touch to establish a timeline - it'll probably be another couple of months before I get the diagnosis appointment.

I'm having a lot of feelings about this. I know that getting ADHD meds has been a literal life saver for friends, and I'm hoping it'll help me with my current situation, where lack of concentration is making me suck at my day job and many other things in life. I'm hoping it'll help complement the therapy work I'm doing, where we've been talking about emotional dysregulation and my anhedonia - if I can't enjoy things, I'm significantly less motivated to do them and seek shiny dopamine diversions.

I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. This won't be a magic bullet that'll solve everything overnight. It might not even help much at all, or it might be a painstaking process of adjusting medications and dosages (and dealing with ongoing meds shortages in the UK, particularly post-Brexit). In the short term it may even make things worse. But the possibility of breaking the decades-long cycle of overcommitment and burnout is so tantalising...

Thankful Thursday

Feb. 5th, 2026 04:58 pm
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Today I am thankful for...

  • Finally getting a phone call made, and finding that (as usual) it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. NO thanks to my phone phobia -- should have done it a month ago.
  • The Harwich - Hoek van Holland ferry. Would be more thankful if the night run afforded more time to actually sleep.
  • Ordering stuff online.
  • A nice warm fuzzy blanket to wrap myself in. NO thanks for a body that feels cold in the evening no matter what the air temperature is. ALSO no thanks for deliveries that make me get out of my nice warm fuzzy blanket to answer the door.
  • Good Drugs.
  • Filk cons I can get to by public transit.

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